It was... impressive, I must admit. The view. The hills, the streams. Even our heather fields were there. And the forest. Yes. Ah, the forests I used to see everyday in Poland. Some view I miss...
And there was a castle to the right. Ruins rather than a castle, but still... And fireworks. For some reason there were fireworks. A lot. And all of the sudden it was all dark again. I was in the castle. Nothing but darkness. And then somebody turned on the light. I was in a huge bedroom. Old, cold and to my surprise, with my bed in it. Somebody called me. Didn't know who it was. Then I heard the howls. I didn't find anything but just bloody footmarks. I walked out the room following the marks. There was blood on the floor coming from the other room. I turned the handle. I saw blood marks on the walls. Pieces of old wallpaper lying on the floor. Pieces of bitten furniture. This is where I screamed for the first time. I was outside again.
Standing on of the hills over the castle.
Somebody took my hand and led me to the castle again. We went upstairs. We were safe. It wasn't a big room. Green walls and dark brown floors. Huge chandelier and scratch marks everywhere. I sat on the floor, looked out the window and saw that there was no fire anymore. The city looked amazing from that angle... And this is when somebody touched my arm, I turned around and saw my mum. Dad. Sister. I saw Ola. She sat beside me, looked at me as if to say something, but then somebody called my name. Him and few other people were there too. And at once, I realised that everything I ever wanted was so close. Everything was at the tip of my fingers. He took my hand and made me look into his eyes. It was so quiet. Nobody said a word. Nobody even seemed to breathe. Everyone was looking in different directions. As if scared to look at each other.
He led me to the window. Said nothing, just pointed at the city lights... (and this is where it gets interesting ;] )
The sound of fireworks was the first one I could hear since I entered that room. And seconds later the fire started. Everything started to burn. Everyone was gone. I was on my own. I could see nothing but blood covering every single piece of that room. I looked at my hands and screamed. I screamed every person's name who was there with me at the beginning. And this is when I realised that everyone and everything I ever loved was gone. All of the memories, dreams and feelings were worth nothing at this stage. They were gone.
I tried to find my way out. I tried to get out of that place but I couldn't find the fucking exit! Somebody called my name. One more time. More intense. And again. Screaming this time. I followed it, sure, what else could I possibly loose? I opened the door. This is where all the howls came from. It was a the same bedroom I was in at the beginning. Somebody was on the bed. A woman... a bride I should say. She was wearing my mother's wedding dress. And she had blood all over herself. There was a wolf at her feet. She moved, it moved. She walked towards me. Rubbed my face and said my name in such a sweet tone that it made me feel safe for that moment. But then I felt the blood on my cheek. How could I possibly feel safe with HER beside me?
I went for the door. Something closed it. What the hell did she do? I started to ask her all these useless, at this point, questions. She wouldn't answer. Instead she walked around the room in such a majestic way...as if she was proud of herself. Fucking bitch.
I think I'll stop here. I'd say you fell asleep already. I'll continue later on : )
And there was a castle to the right. Ruins rather than a castle, but still... And fireworks. For some reason there were fireworks. A lot. And all of the sudden it was all dark again. I was in the castle. Nothing but darkness. And then somebody turned on the light. I was in a huge bedroom. Old, cold and to my surprise, with my bed in it. Somebody called me. Didn't know who it was. Then I heard the howls. I didn't find anything but just bloody footmarks. I walked out the room following the marks. There was blood on the floor coming from the other room. I turned the handle. I saw blood marks on the walls. Pieces of old wallpaper lying on the floor. Pieces of bitten furniture. This is where I screamed for the first time. I was outside again.
Standing on of the hills over the castle.
Somebody took my hand and led me to the castle again. We went upstairs. We were safe. It wasn't a big room. Green walls and dark brown floors. Huge chandelier and scratch marks everywhere. I sat on the floor, looked out the window and saw that there was no fire anymore. The city looked amazing from that angle... And this is when somebody touched my arm, I turned around and saw my mum. Dad. Sister. I saw Ola. She sat beside me, looked at me as if to say something, but then somebody called my name. Him and few other people were there too. And at once, I realised that everything I ever wanted was so close. Everything was at the tip of my fingers. He took my hand and made me look into his eyes. It was so quiet. Nobody said a word. Nobody even seemed to breathe. Everyone was looking in different directions. As if scared to look at each other.
He led me to the window. Said nothing, just pointed at the city lights... (and this is where it gets interesting ;] )
The sound of fireworks was the first one I could hear since I entered that room. And seconds later the fire started. Everything started to burn. Everyone was gone. I was on my own. I could see nothing but blood covering every single piece of that room. I looked at my hands and screamed. I screamed every person's name who was there with me at the beginning. And this is when I realised that everyone and everything I ever loved was gone. All of the memories, dreams and feelings were worth nothing at this stage. They were gone.
I tried to find my way out. I tried to get out of that place but I couldn't find the fucking exit! Somebody called my name. One more time. More intense. And again. Screaming this time. I followed it, sure, what else could I possibly loose? I opened the door. This is where all the howls came from. It was a the same bedroom I was in at the beginning. Somebody was on the bed. A woman... a bride I should say. She was wearing my mother's wedding dress. And she had blood all over herself. There was a wolf at her feet. She moved, it moved. She walked towards me. Rubbed my face and said my name in such a sweet tone that it made me feel safe for that moment. But then I felt the blood on my cheek. How could I possibly feel safe with HER beside me?
I went for the door. Something closed it. What the hell did she do? I started to ask her all these useless, at this point, questions. She wouldn't answer. Instead she walked around the room in such a majestic way...as if she was proud of herself. Fucking bitch.
I think I'll stop here. I'd say you fell asleep already. I'll continue later on : )
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